it's just show and tell

2005-09-25T00:02:00.000-07:00

just hanged around everywhere just now. there's a video of complete randomness. its just a casual conversation amongst teenagers. the video's here. download it,its for a good cause =D

the pictures here

i wanna go back to the dump now. bye

2005-09-24T00:35:00.000-07:00

i feel like climbing to the top of a mountain and gaze at the surrounding. i feel like jumping off the same mountain into the refreshing ocean. i feel like swimming to shore and throw pebbles at the ocean. i feel like getting myself shot.

bye

2005-09-22T17:22:00.000-07:00

i feel so monotonus. its like i have to pause and think of what to do next. i cant believe i'm saying this, but i miss school. i just miss doing something. that's all. gosh, this is useless. i gotta make a 'what-to-do' list.

i tried to take a nap. not once, not twice, but three times i have been bothered by some unknown reasons. i just cant sleep. the first was because i just finished eating cornflakes and the second was cos' i just drank milo. the third's because someone asked me out to have lunch or something. i got tution at 7.30 later. science, here i come, yeah.

i think i'll type out messages on my cellphone and delete them all over again and laugh at all that i've written. ' ill make my own teevee show one day!!' . fuck it,whatever. i'm off to bath,for the first time today ;p

2005-09-21T20:30:00.000-07:00

so,history's over. the sbq was a bitch. i spend a fuckload of time on that section and had little time for my essay. oh well,its over so be it. there's no school tomorrow and the day after. i dont know what to do,really. i know one thing,i'll be bored. while being bored, i gotta study for my science mcq on monday. ahh,whatever.

i guess i'll be spending this 'free' time doing something productive, like playing the ps2? :p i'll go write out some shit and rewrite them again and make them into paper aeroplanes and throw them out of the window. eh? i have a headache? i feel abit dizzy and stuff. the weather i guess. rain then sunshine. speaking of the weather, hurricane rita is being as bitchy as katrina. hurricanes should occur in mars and venus or something. earth is really prone to natural disasters. wait, that didn't sound right. earth is, by far, the only planet that has life on it so its no suprise that all these shitz is happening. i dont know why i'm so interested in all these stuff. bored i guess

i'll go download some illegal songs now. bubbye =] til` whenever

2005-09-20T12:01:00.000-07:00

i've got history tomorrow and there's a fuckload i gotta cover. figuring that i got no school today, i woke up in the wee hours in the morning to watch soccer. thanks to my 'oh-so-useful' handphone, i woke up with only 13 minutes left in the match. arsenal won 2-0. a good way to start the day.

i'm eating cheezels and that's my breakfast. i was thinking of eating pornflakes,but i guess i'll save that fo' later. hey, at least i aint starving now as i used to in the past ;p i've been listening to songs since just now. i wanna go run myself into a wall or something. oh yeah,i'll upload my class photos later or something. til whenever people.

-update-
i've upload the class fotos. if you wanna take a look, ask me fo' the pictures. the one at the random section is smaller and not that clear. oh well,enjoy`

2005-09-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

okay,the fudgies are up and running. check us out here

at least now i can expect some better food at home. i dont havta spend moolah outside often already,on food. i'd rather spend that money on free balloons. speaking of food, i'm hungry and thirsty. oh yeah,thanks juliana for the recipie! i'll be sure to try it out one fine day,maybe after NS' or something, heh~

i'll go do something stoopid later. i dont know what is it i planned to do. i think it was to run straight to a wall and to hit myself with an ice-cream stick repeatedly til` i bleed. i wanna go make myself some milo before i do all of that. til whenever ya'll

2005-09-16T10:01:00.000-07:00

i love music. i love food. i love my smelly pillow. i love my notebook. i love almost everything money cant fucken buy.

bye`

2005-09-14T19:14:00.000-07:00

for the first time this week, i went straight home. upon reaching home, all i did was just relax. i played the ps2 and talked to myself when i didnt score and shit. heck, winning11's a very addictive and realistic game. okay,i've been playing wayy too much games. chemistry,here i come,hopefully ;p

september's the month. no,not prelims or the fasting month. soo many albums are coming out. i think i'll set aside one day and listen to as many new songs as i can. music's the universal language,not english. a south-african is able to communicate with a italian by music.okay,maybe not so. i was just proving a point.oh okay,whatever

okay,i'm sure everyone noticed it. friendster has changed. if you ask me, the change looks good. it has a tinge of myspace-flavour. i think the administrator works for myspace also. oh well, the new features certainly are fucken interesting. more interesting than watching two seamonkeys making love on a stick. *shrugs* i'll go gawk at fotos of lindsay and jessica. til whenever~

2005-09-11T18:05:00.000-07:00

i managed to cover population policy yesterday with celine and intan. sofa's are not meant for one to study,really. it's way to comfortable. period

okay, for the past few days, there has been quite a commotion on my tagboard,regarding melissa's picture with her boyfriend. honestly, i have no idea what's wrong with putting someone's picture on a blog. i was not dissing it or anything. i was merely wishing them good luck in their future whatevers. you've always been like this: always wanting things to go your way. tsktsktsk. i'm not your lover anymore. heck, i'm not even sure if i'm your friend,so why should i listen to you? you're making a big fuss over just a picture. pft

social studies tomorrow. i'll be fucking burning the midnight oil later. mengaji,harus. cant escape that, even though i wish i could. i dont know why, i'm wearing the headband. i thought i lost the headband cos' my brother used it a few days ago and being the pig that he is, he misplaced it. somehow, with a little good fortune, i managed to get it back. i'll go hunting for food with my headband,toothpick and a broken headphone. i need back up. charge!!!
okay,that part is fucken random. i have no idea what i'm thinking. rojak for lunch? you gotta be kidding me.

i'm drunk on oxygen and i've got no hangover.

2005-09-08T00:03:00.000-07:00

e.maths paper 1 later in the morning. sweet. wake up around 6.45am, get ready and head to school. i'm gunna fucken install social studies knowledge in my brain tomorrow! i ran through the prelim timetable just now and i realised that my class has alot of breaks. i mean we do not have to go to school for a number of days. radical-ness =D

like what juliana said, two smarties walking around with an average. i feel small. hah, not literally. i need to invent a pencil that will make my art better. i learned a few things today! yay!

i wanna go drown myself in saosin before i hit the hay. til whenever, fug's

2005-09-07T22:09:00.000-07:00

i ate old chang kee for the first time today. it was good. the stuff they sell are really good. this goes to show how much i've been lacking in terms of food. oh yeah, the other day, i tried seafood fried rice,near my school. it was really good. the cook-person wasn't stingy with the ingredients. i think if i keep my ideas, i'll be able to start a food-exploring show or something. its just a thought. heh

i stared into the celing for 30 minutes,without moving a muscle in my body except for my eyelids yesterday. thoughts or memories were not present. in fact, nothing was. isolation in solitude. totally`

i wanna resume wrecking my life. anyone got a wrecking ball i can borrow? fuck it,till whenever

2005-09-06T17:34:00.000-07:00

i'm done with the writing. ask me if you wanna read it. its shit,though

i'm down with a slight fever and a headache. i guess its my fault, that i did not exercise and stuff. the construction beside my house did not help at all. oh well, at least i managed to get abit of sleep. science practical was alright. there will be more practicals tomorrow and the day after. practicals are fun actually. its just abit tedious.

i dont know. whatever. i'll update whenever. i need asprin,bad ``
i changed the picture. good luck with your relationship with him,melissa. all the best

2005-09-04T00:14:00.000-07:00

i'm lazy. i'll admit that. and my smelly pillow will second to that. i woke up at 8 and slept back til i-dont-know-what-time. i'm hugging my smelly pillow ( bantul busuk) right now. heh, its so cute! the squishiness and the smell. okay, i just laughed at myself. see how pathetic and childish i can get? oh well,whatever. its still cute and i love the pillow to bits. i think i'll still hug and smell it and kiss it when i'm married. mwhaha~

i hate myself for loving you. i was just browsing thru the pictures and i stumbled upon this. i'm not sending any direct messages. i was childish and immature. i didnt see, i didnt dig in deeper. its been months and i'm still talking bout` yesterday. silly me. but, i'll say this, melissa, melissa, i promised you that i'll write a song about you right? i'm working on it ;]

i wanna go cook food to eat. my mom/sister brought home food. sweet.till whenever``

2005-09-02T17:22:00.000-07:00

english paper 1 is over, thank god. my english teacher warned my class not to write an argumentative essay during the exam, but i have no idea why, i refused to listen to her advice. the paper was difficult and the letter writing was a real toughie. i just realised that i have school the whole of next week. honestly, it's quite alright. it's for the o'levels. give me remedials everyday and i'll attend it, fo' sure.

anyone willing to teach me guitar? i wanna learn guitar. okay, that came out of nowhere. i think i'll suck in guitar as i already suck in everything that i do. drumming didn't work out for me, so i guess shifting to another instrument will work for me? whatever, learn just to learn. yeah, as i was saying before i got lost in my own thoughts, is anyone kind-hearted enough to teach me guitar? =]]

i've been thinking, do horoscopes work? i read their predictions and shit and it's pretty close to what's really happening. it's freaky, actually. i wonder how they predict. all i know is that it has something to do with the stars, the position of certain planets around the sun and other astronomical shit. i wanna go to mars. anyone wanna go with me? we'll ride the awesome Batmobile and transport to pluto and then take a shuttle bus to mars. anyone? anyone?

whatever. til` whenever-

2005-08-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

the teacher's day celebration was alright. the treasure hunt was fun, but the weather was the 'warm' blanket. the heat was really heaty. it's over anyhoo. pictures over at fotopages.com

i don't know. i think i'll find something to do. my mind's really empty right now. i wonder if the heat really got to me. oh well, i'll update more whenever. bye~

2005-08-30T20:02:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's the cross-country. honestly, i like the creative idea of making it at west coast part and a tresure hunt and stuff, but they should change the timing. 7.30am is too early, even for the grass. it's gonna be really warm and all, but it's for the teachers. once in a while, the students gotta give back to the teachers for their patience and understanding. i guess tomorrow's the right time. i'm not sure bout' this, but i think some teachers are reading blogs. if they somehow happen to read mine, i'm sure they're smiling really widely right now =]

i've been downloading songs quite frequently, for the past few days. i think i'll upload the songs to my mp3 soon. piracy. nothing beats it except more piracy. anyone knows the opposite of opposite? if you do please, do not let me know ;]

bullshit. simply bullshit, i tell you. justice is punished but, injustice is rewarded. nothing is right in this world, yet. the innocence pleads for righteousness and the other laughs whole-heartedly. if lying gets you everywhere, then this world is just fucked up. whatever. till whenever people

2005-08-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

this shit is fucked up. really fucked up.

2005-08-27T00:44:00.000-07:00

the soothing taste of green tea really enlightens me. the night is young and there is plenty for me to do. like go to sleep for instance =]

west coast park is really an interesting place to go to. their jungle jim's really cool. their flying fox is really pathetic as you'll get stuck in the middle if there is no one pushing you. i'd like to thank intan for the treat just now and for the awesome company just now. hey, i learned how to make stars okay? its a new skill. yippie!!

i realised something. the library is usually half-dead by 6 pm. the crowd will come in at 1+ and leave around 5 +. the only ones that are left in the library are the ones who are left in the library. get it? neither do i. they should make a commercial outta it. the library: the place to socialise. the place to study. the place to fuck around. i know just the actor to do that commercial. taufik batisah and some funneh-looking nyonya. i bet you two cents that everyone who watches that would be halfway to the hospital with tears in their eyes and their fists bangin' the floor. oh well, it was just a random thought

my green tea is almost finished. fuck it. i'm heading to bed already. nights people. till whenever
" ear-ring : this won't stop - my american heart

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2005-08-26T12:26:00.000-07:00

'vainty, the most sinful of sin', Al Pacino in the devils advocate. i'll admit. i'm vain,really. i like to look at mirrors and do my hair. heck, i even carry a mirror around. i dont find that vain,actually. oh well, people are entitled to their own opinions. yay,i'm vain, just by carrying a mirror around.

i've been fiddling with the computer since 10.30. time really flies when your engrossed in something. i wonder how times would fly if a man and a woman were to have sex. bet they would like that moment to last forever. i think before they realised it, 2-3 hours would have gone by in a heartbeat. o-k-a-y, i think i've been watching too much R21 movies. dont blame me for it, the action and suspence of those movies makes you on-the-edge-of-your-seats, literally and hypothetically speaking. i've said it before and i'll say it again. sin city is an awesome show.

what do you get when you cross between a superglue and a cow? - very sticky milk produced by supercow. obviously that wasnt funny. it was just a pathetic attempt to waste space on this entry. oh well, enjoy you weekends folks. til` whenever =]

" ear-ring to: maylene and the sons of disaster - tough as john jacobs

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2005-08-25T22:33:00.000-07:00

the e.maths common test just now really took the wind out of my sails. i dozed off to sleep for 5 pathetic minutes and i woke up with a little drool on my left palm. tiring ya' know? all in all, the paper was really challenging. there was this one algebra question whereby they ask you to get to the equation given. the question really stumped alotta people as there was an error with the mathemathical sign or something. oh well, its over. at least now, i will remind myself to bring all the mathemathical shit.

its 10.42pm and i just yawned. i think all the late nights i had last time has been long gone. but, that routine has to be revived as the prelims are really creeping up around the corner. as none of you know it, i'm wearing that yellow-colour headband. i'll say it again, the headband makes me feel as if my head is growing smaller or something. i wonder what's the size of my head. as big as my ass? scientists should try experimenting if the ass is as big as the head and vice versa. i think too much, damn headband.

i gained 4 kilos and 2 cm. i found that out during pe yesterday, when we were taking height and weight. its like the ratio of kg : cm is 2:1. so the more i eat, the taller i go. yeah, actually no. fuck la, again i dont know why i just typed out what i just typed.

till whenever people
'' ear-ring to : the bled - i never met another gemini

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2005-08-24T18:12:00.000-07:00

chemistry was fucked up, really. honestly, i need someone to tutor me on mole concept. i wonder how 'well' i did just now. first from the last maybe? e.maths paper two tomorrow, how exhausting. that paper will really be about stamina. i could barely keep my eyes open for an hour and a half, let alone two hours and a half. i need to go buy a fish and slap myself with it before i start the test. i think there'll be a few that would simply love to slap me. ;p go ahead, rough-textured hands are always welcome on my face =]

i think i need to hire an assistant or something. i simply cant keep track of time. its like, i want to do something but instead, i end up doin' another thing. if people would actually audition to be an assistant, i would like to choose my own. i think intan would make a good assistant =] just kiddin' intan..

oh yeah, new blog,new layout,new everything. bahh,whatever. its shitty. but i like it =D jessica alba *slurps*